a sudden change
Sunday, March 29, 2009
4:19 PM
i just wish the thunder can reaaaaallllly stop NOW. felt so agitated, many thoughts ran through my mind. sudden feel an emptiness, probably because next room is emptied. but looks like nobody care, so why am i bothered? I don't know either.maybe... maybe im just too used to it.Used to have someone around all the time, someone to rely on. It's true that when you lose 'something', you will then realise the value of it. Treasure and cherish it before it's too late. Well, i should say never take things for granted.

I don't know if they really care? I don't know whether i should be happy or sad now. I don't know. It's a brand new start, I guess i just need some time to get use to it and adapt it well. And hopefully, it will get all better in time. Probably i can start learning to be independent from now on. Sometimes there are things you couldn't help, especially when you'r still a teen, young adult but not yet an adult. It's so unfair.

and here are the 10 things i've learn from life;




life is never fair.

life is tough.

life is unpredictable.

life is fragile.

life is perplex.

life is abuse.

life is complicated.

life is free.

life is like a desserts(stressed)


should we agree the last one?


life is beautiful.
life can be beautiful.




ps; stubborness kill, and i hope you wont suffer from depression one day. pls dont think that whatever you'r doing right now is right, stop being so naive. Grow up, this is not your first time.